Fever Episode

I hate fever.
Fever was not a disease but it's a symptom or our body mechanism of telling us that we are sick.
Kalau untuk orang dewasa macam kita, mudah nak detect sebab apa kita demam.
Tapi kalau Baby macam mana? Hard to tell!

Hari ni genap 7 hari Riana demam.
2 times blood checking, good platelet, no viral infection, but she still had this fluctuate fever.
Malam tadi aku paksa Sayang (dgn airmata je) bawa Riana pergi Hospital Selayang. No matter what aku mesti pastikan H1N1 tak serang dia. Hatiku bertambah walah bila lihat Riana looks like vege. She's too weak that i can't take her to wash her stool! That moment, aku rasa macam air mata ni tak boleh di tahan lagi.

Kami bersiap ke hospital. Semua siap pakai sweater (surely the hospital will be very cold) dan face mask. We told Ammar that we want to be Power Rangers. He then agreed to wear, esp when Daddy said : Pakai mask kuman tak boleh masuk. kalau tak pakai kuman masuk. He repeat that to me. Good boy.

Sampai di hospital everything was ready..helpful attendants and few people linger around the Wad Pakar. Walau tak ramai sgt org...aku rasa ngeri dan takut. This is really damn sickening. H1N1 is really a national threat! Gila ah! tit tit tit sounds was heard non stop. We waited patiently for few min...or hours. At last Riana was confirmed NOT INFECTED. ya allah...syukur alhamdulillah. The very nice and beautiful Doc change her antibiotic and gave her antiviral for H1N1. I guess I never felt this kind of relief in my life...

Malam tadi...setelah seminggu aku tido bangun waktu malam, aku berjaya dapatkan lena yang cukup nyenyak. Sbb Riana tak merengek lagi. Lena dia cukup asyik. sampai aku terlepas sahur...